I ❤(love) ME.

R E G E N A

maybe just a lil bit.

I'm Regena Esther Tan(:
face it,
I love Jesus more then you.

| 4:30 PM |

Fishy was found dead on the floor this morning. It's all my fault. I kept asking korkor to add more water. And the glass that contains Fishy is very short. I guessed Fishy jumped out, dropped on the floor and went to heaven. SO SAD!!! Korkor found it on the floor dried this morning. And yesterday, many things happened. Sobsobsob. Didn't go anywhere today. Rotted at home:(

I WANT FISHY BAAAAACK![)=

:( D: ): =( ]= =[ )=

I MISS FISHY!

& i though fighting fishes

was suppose to fight?

But why didn't

Fishy fight for it's life?

DOWN:(

I've only known

Fishy for 9days

But now its gone

| 9:00 PM |

CHILL CHILL! keep it cool. AHH! Need to maintain my image. Haa... Breathe in breathe out.. Only XiJuan, Maizurah, Vincent, Muru and xin sheng knows why. Darn it! Regret man! ARGH! Nevermind, still got alot time. CAN WAIT! DON'T RUSH! haa... So many competitions! JunChong say give up wor. Outdated=.= That's so last season.Ask me in class. Nevermind, i know my brother and Weiyi very good looking. Said XiJuan(: I love my cute wife!

Watched "Without warning" again. Then when there's this commercial break part there's a person singing with a weird sound. And the boys behind me started singing as well. LMAO. I'm learning how to play a guitar! I rocks! I'm cool:) But finger pain leh.. Somemore need to cut nails, so cut only three finger nails. The rest let it grow cause not needed:DD I WANT PARTA WITH CHEESE!! LOTS OF CHEESE! pizza better! Byebye, keep it cool.

And if I open my heart to you
I'm hoping you'll
show me what to do

MAD}:(

I've been searching but

I just don't see the signs

| 9:34 PM |

Just finish wathcing "It's me or the dog". Nice show. Those doggies soo cute la! HAHA! Didn't blog yesterday.

Tuesday
Had CCA. Dance dance dance, warm up time was not very good. Had to do it in 4n3. Hot man! Then went to the 3rd story there, no fan some more under the sun. Shit lor. After awhile then go AVA room. Whoosh! Shiok man! Then i forget to take back my history book. Never mind, Jovin have extra:D After CCA go eat at Mac then Home-d.

Wednesday
Which is today la. School and stuff, CME time no teacher. Class created havoc, so NOISY. About Class Tee thingy. I'm so broke, then don't want buy uh. Last year buy already, no money left. Back to the CME thingy. Sit there alone, but not emo. Ah choy... I anti Emo! Just got no comment or whatever. Then borrow XinSheng's phone call korkor:D
Now here comes the exciting part of today!!(:

After CME, went to meet Ms Tay outside library. Haiyo.. Why cannot go in? Outside so hot la! So-called meet already then go find Kor kor and Weiyi!!!:DDD Hohos! Ya, then decide where to go and eat. So i say go Food Palace and blah blah blah. Kor kor made himself useful and carried my bag! Korkor WAN SUI! At FP eat eat talk talk. Then Weiyi very quiet so we keep on DiSiao-ing her. LMAO. After eating went to Weiyi's house, the fish SO cute! Hehe! I know fishy is happy to see me:DD And poor fugly! Why call Fugly uh? Most importantly.. SHE LENT ME THE RUBIK'S CUBE! Weiyi WAN SUI!:DD So funny. Then there's love letters, teddy bear present, love become ove(oph), "I know that i'm Fat, i'm not thin" haha!! Funny funny!

Went home, do my stuff use comp for awhile then eat then use again for awhile. NCC say la...(I.J) Korkor tuition me then Guitar 'lesson'. CHIM sia! Then must cut short nails. Aww.. I'll miss you nails!
Use comp again, back to guitar 'lesson' :) Good night people!
Stop Nerdging
Stop calling me NaGiRe la!
(inside joke)

FLY(:

Fishy loves me!

And i know that:)

| 9:37 PM |

WEE!

I can learn to play a guitar!

Cool right? Since my boyfriend won't play a love song for me. Then I'll play the love song for myself. Imagine if your boyfriend will play the guitar for you. Romantic sia! But the prob is.. If your boyfriend cannot play the guitar. HAHA! Ditch him if he cannot! No la, i not so bad. Wonder if ★ can play the guitar. If can play love songs... Then like Whoohoo!:DD

Kays..I'm off man! So excited:) By the way, will spend lesser time on msn already. So if you didnt see. Then TOO BAD. =p

Play love song

for me leh...

FLY(:

Gotcha on the bus

and went SUPER HIGH.

| 8:54 PM |

HOO! Went to the Expo, didn't bump into ★ like we did when we went to CS. Aww.. Was kinda disappointed, but i know that i went to Expo with a better purpose. Yea, and it was to watch Theresa dance. Which was awesome babeh! Its awesome!((: But i cried when everything ended as i didn't went up to the front since i didn't accept Jesus. Darn it. They say all those stuff and make me feel like so guilty la! I cried, i cried so hard. I've always wanted to while watching the drama. But i scared that Vanessa they all will laugh at me. So control until the end. Haa.. Then finally come out. So ps.

Went to Hall 2 to eat then met up with Theresa she treated us with a $10 coupon. "Grandma" you rock! Eat eat eat, then went home(: On the way we saw ZEE! Heehee. She and her cousin look like couples sia..=x Inside the MRT Van they all very high, then when the train move they all fall on me and me onto a girl. The girl buai song, then keep staring and diao-ing me. So me and Jovin say that we must FORGIVE her. Haha! Toot shit.

Reached home then saw two bottles of Fishy on the table! Cool. It was Korkor's. Then he want to go buy fish food, so i followed:DD And saw some people. Pooey!D= Then faster walk home(:

Reached home, bathed, play comp then sleep. Woke up by mummy to go to M'sia. Haiya! I purposely go sleep one so no need go. In the end still need to go. So cry cry cry. Didn't work. =.= Waste my tears. Cheh.

Do you know that

every love song

reminds me of you?

FLY(:

Fishy fishy!

Talk to me:D

| 11:49 AM |

USE OXYGEN TANK!

my ass. (i.j)

WHEE! So excited man! Going to watch Theresa's (Dance instructor) performance at Expo:DD It's a church thingy. Cool huh? But the sian thing is that i'm leaving for M'sia tonight. BLAH! I don't want. There so hot then no computer for me some more. haiyo...D= I'm so tried this few days.

I MISS LIN WEI YI!

Suppose to meet her at 291 bus stop near the main gate on Wednesday but then raining. Next Wednesday 2.15 then go again la! She still owe me ice pop sio!:DD Weehee! and ice-cream i guess?=p

Ice pop & Ice-cream

is a perfect match yo~

FLY(:

Cool, i got my life back

I'M HIGH 24/7 again!

| 8:28 PM |

I want to be FATTER!((:

Have BIGGER EYES, SHARPER NOSE & SMALLER MOUTH:DD

I'M HAPPY KID WANNABE

Me and my boyfriend! <33

One big family!

Nana and bf. =p

Me and Nana and Buddy! :DD

They are happiness

The couples x3

Emo kid=(

I'm the Photographer(: (bernice so cute)

Kids under 18 doing something...=x

Bernice and Buddy(:

NANA!

BERNICE!

The kids are so innocent!! I love Nana and Bernice:) Most of all KEVIN SOO!!! Ilovemyboyfriend.. haha! (inside joke) After school went to playground near the 69 bus stop. Hai.. So sad must change sitting ar·range·ment. BLAH. I don't want change... =( But heng still got Vincent and Mai near me. Anyway, only change go behind by 1 sit only(:

You got big ap·pe·tite

and big eyes! hee~

TAKING OFF

I need to be stress free

| 8:20 PM |

haa.. So many things happened. Many happy ones. But a very sad one today. I must be happy:DD Okok, firstly: Today is Adelia's Birthday.

Happy Birthday Adelia!!

So yea, me and Mai treated her fondue. Will post the pictures some other day. Currently not in the mood:(( Super disapointed about something.

I didnt know that

you were like that.

13/03/2007.

FALL:(

I need to take a break

| 7:28 PM |

I'M A HUMAN BEING OK!

Paper windows!((:

void deck.

Us.

ADELIA!

ME!

Hidayah filming us(:

Close shop.

Fall for you | 3:58 PM |

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you i'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed
But I have loved you from the start
Ohhhh

But hold your breathe
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep
And hold onto your words
'Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night that I will fall for you
Over again
Don't make me change my mind
Or I wont live to see another day
I swear it's trueBecause a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

| 3:43 PM |

Aww.. Today is superrr borring. Rain, rain go away.. I like the song thunder, but not the real one. Can't go anyway today. I WANT TO CUT MY HAIR~ Can someone accompany me go?? ((: Anyway, changed blog song. I love the song "She's like a star". So nice:DD I want to change my tagboard colours too. Haiyo... But i don't know how to change. TOOT x.x How i wish Adelia and Van is here with me. I miss them!! esp. ADELIA! where are you?! Van help me change the tagboard leh. FYI, she's very good in this type of things((: I'm stuck with some of the math questions. ARGH! need to practise more. The Lit project is bothering me('much). =p

Cheryl's smart yo!

Rain rain,
go away,
Come again
another day.

Redred

'Cause Regena

Wants to

play!((:

| 10:00 PM |

Finaly.. i finish making 321 hearts. Still got more to go. Haaa.. make until hand pain somemore kana cut somemore. Haiyo.. That's what you get when you're not rich enough to get your love ones a proper present. How i wish there's such thing as raining money. Cool huh? ((:

Anyway, OCK viewed me today. And the 1st person i told was JOVIN! Hoowhoo! He owes me an intro ok. Like thanks for the add? diao. =.= Jovin!! Girl must not be auto! Oh, nevermind. (:

Qili must cheer up.

And damn those

peoplo who spam

her blog.

Redred

Rain money~!

random shots | 4:37 PM |

My sunshine after rain☻

Like mother like daughter.

What's mummy doing?

Stupid speaker playing stupid songs.

oh-candid

L-O-V-E.

Jovin's ice lemon tea

JOVIN!!

This is what happens when your phone drop.

See no evil, Say no evil and Hear no evil | 3:28 PM |

I miss those time..=x

awake | 8:40 PM |

With every appearance by you,

blinding my eyes,

I can hardly remember the last time I felt like I do.

You're an angel disguised.And you're lying real still,

but your heart beat is fast just like mine.

And the movie's long over,that's three that have passed,

one more's fine.Will you stay awake for me?

I don't wanna miss anything

I will share the air I breathe,

I'll give you my heart on a string,

I just don't wanna miss anything.

I'm trying real hard not to shake.

I'm biting my tongue,

but I'm feeling alive and with every breathe that I take,

I feel like I've won.

You're my key to survival.

And if it's a hero you want,

I can save you.

Just stay here.

Your whispers are priceless.

Your breathe, it is dear.

So please stay near.

Will you stay awake for me?

I don't wanna miss anything

I will share the air I breathe,

I'll give you my heart on a string,

I just don't wanna miss anything.

Say my name.

I just want to hear you.

Say my name. So I know it's true.

You're changing me.

You showed me how to live.

So just say. So just say,

That you'll stay awake for me.

I don't wanna miss anything.

I will share the air I breathe,

I'll give you my heart on a string,

I just don't wanna miss anything

| 7:31 PM |

YooHoo! Van changed my blog skin!! So nice right? ITS RED! anything red, even blood pleases me. Unless, it's someone i love or i am the bleeding la. Like duh.

BIG THANKS TO VANESSA!

So yeah, went to 840 to play basket ball today. As in play, but not really play. How should i phrase it. Oh, whatever. What matters most is that i enjoyed myself today. And someone cameee... Haha! Though that wasn't ★. But it was some one Else's ★. haha! So funny(((: It rained so we went to the old people corner there to play stress. Uh.. I'm super slow, i know. Haha! After that, went to eat and return the basket ball to Jovin's friend. And played in the rain. Not exactly for me and Van. But we got wet too. And i did walked in the rain when it was drizzling. Cool. Was half drenched and it was time for me to go home. So Van, Jovin and Cheryl walked me home. Aww... That's like so sweet right?

I miss ADELIA and Beatrice Mak En Ci! lawl'much. 2e1 inside joke.

Anyway...

Happy Birthday to XinSheng!(:

Nick Jonas might have curly hair, but he is very cute okay!((: Still Joseph Jonas is the best! WEEE! You guys should watch the MV of S.O.S by the Jonas Brothers. And remeber to check this out : http://www.joe-jonas.com/gallery/thumbnails.php?album=180

Siao!

But yes,

I do miss talking

to you on msn.=(

FLY(:

Joseph Jonas got the looks k.

| 8:44 PM |

Today is sunday. Went to coffee shop to eat, to my cousin's house. Played with beads and strings with Janessa my 8years old horny cousin. Like what man.. She say anus and stuff. Say wad the string looks like *tooo*. Had fun with her, played hide and seek also. Small kids uh.. That's why very easy to find.=p After that went to the other cousin house. And went home. Suppose to go Giant but i didn't want to. So i asked my dad to send me home first.

Went home, home alone. Was close to being emo but Jovin my Life saver cheer me up!(: Talked about blueblue again. As usual? HAHA! Then kinda high. Updated my friendster.

Played computer until 7plus and my sis called to check on me. Like BLAH.

Sis :"You eat already?"
"Eat already.."
Sis :"Eat what?"
"Maggie mee..."
Sis :"Got nap?"
"got...." (i didnt, but to avoid naggings. i lied=p)
Sis :"What you doing now?"
"Playing Comp..."-.-
And before she hang up i told her not to hang up yet. Talk more still got 30secs+ don't waste. HAHA! Then she laugh. I love her man! At least she care for her pestering sis. Which is me la. Then i tell her to buy apple pie. OHmy. I'm addicted to it. I eat apple almost everyday. Very nice what... Ok, not on Saturday only. (:
When they reach home i got my apple pie and i'm eating it now. So nice!(:
Saw my sis eating her Toblerone then i ask her "Where you get from one? Still have?"
And she say "oh.. last one already, my friend give one. No more liao" Yeah, that's her lingo. Since young, always say that one. But actualy still have lor. =x Chey.

I MISS EEs and XIJUAN! happy right?

Apple Pie Rox!

More then Toblerone!

FLY(:

Tell me, tell me.

What makes you think

that you are invincible?

| 8:33 PM |

I'm BACK! Didn't blog for quite sometimes already, was very lazy recently, kinda emo and didnt have the mood to blog anyway. Forgotten what happened already. Didn't want to remember some things either. Nothing much happened today either. Feeling kinda sad too.

I MISS ★!!!

My brother had cell group today. I was suppose to join them today. But i was doing my hearts for my lovelies. And didn't get to join them. Regreted. It's okay... At least i managed to finish doing 160hearts. Yeah! Going to buy 2 more packets of straws tomorrow. Adelia's and XinSheng's birthday is comming. I have something in mind for Adelia. But i don't know about XinSheng. He seems to be very materialistic. I'm afraid that he might not like what i'm giving. BLAH! Don't care him la, don't like don't like lor.

I'm super broke. Still saving for money for step up 2. ARGH! Grow money grow! I'm soo looking forward to Step up 2 with EEs!!

♠Redred

♣Greengreen

♥BLUELUE!

FLY(:

Shake it!

It's not just the moves.

| 7:44 PM |

1March2008

Had to run cross country and it was raining early in the morning. So i messaged Jovin 'cause I don't feel like going. But she said that we still need to go there to assemble wether rain or shine. So I went. Inside the car on the way, there was my dad, my brother and me. Saw 2Junyuan upper sec boys and asked my dad to knock them down. Then my brother say "you hate them that much uh?" Yes i do. Of course my father ignored me. LMAO! My brother add on "Evil sister!" Haha! So funny. Reached there sat down, waited for my girlfriends. Then Vincent come to me and tell me to look for ★. I was like.. diao. For what? So he pulled me up and show ★ to me. And i was like.. "Where ? where?" Uh choy. Saw him, then hyper. So i dragged him all the way to meet XiJuan.=)
Running time. Started off slowly then got faster. XIJUAN! Stop asking me to stop can? uhyoyo! I run with can her vomit blood. 2.5 then walk all the way. After running went to eat at KFC with Besties. And Adelia told me something SUPER FUNNY! Thunder song... she not paiseh one sia. HAHA! LMAO!

2ndMarch2008

Went to Grandma house. SHARKFIN! So nice. i put alot of vinegar. But nice! i'm eating more and more junkfood and fast food. Then Ahma house there got the chocolate. SUPER NICE(: It says semi sweet/dark chocolate! Whoosh! Should have eaten more.

3rdMarch2008

Ran again. 2.4!! Nice to run man! For once? Haha! I was in pain. ohyes, i was. But it was nice running with Adelia my love. Sang the song Thunder. Wanted to, but cannot remembe the lyric. HAHA! So anyhow sing. After PE was reccess. Ate under the green umbrella with Yuting then suddenly rain heavily then don't know how to come out.>< href="http://youtube.com/watch?v=LQTrHj46ZQE&feature=related">http://youtube.com/watch?v=LQTrHj46ZQE&feature=related
Go listen. Very nice. Trust my taste people.
I saw you growing.
Slowly. You were.

FLY(:

I'm high.

So High i'm Flying.

Don't ask why.